All things dedrater

Formspring.me!

2010-06-13T01:07:00.002+08:00

hihi just wanted to say i have a formspring hehe

http://formspring.me/fififitri

ask awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :)

When you know I'm really down

2010-06-10T03:46:00.002+08:00

I suppose some expect this blogpost to be filled with picture of smiling having fun with the girls and the sisterhood (I really miss you guys btw, gen dee qq cindy alvin marcus bobo TEXT ME SOON PLS) but there isn't going to be any for now. I know I haven't been bloggin much and I guess, I apologise for that. I've really changed over the years. I've never been sucha' pig. Neither have I been sucha' jerk. But like seasons, people change and you can't do anything about it. I'm still trying to get over how much I change and how many friends I think I'm losing over the days. I'm still trying to get over so many things. It's sad how not many people know much about me but, well, it is my fault afterall for keeping everything to myself. I guess I'm just the most insecure little boy you'll ever meet.

I'm praying, I'm hoping, I'll have faith, that life will get better. Afterall, I'm only 15.

Goodnight.

So don't you bring me down today

2010-05-02T12:50:00.006+08:00

Hey. So, I've decided that I should finally update this empty space I doubt anyone reads anymore. Life has been just okay on average. Sometimes, it feels like there are more downs than ups, but maybe I'm just being pessimistic.

Gen's birthday party:

Brenda's chalet:

Friday 30/4/10 with Tatjna Cass Baoer Steph (Cass left early):

I have no idea what was happening!!

Yesterday with a huge group of people:

There more photos but I'm too lazy to post them. Just like how I'm lazy to do anything now. I really need to start studying for my mid years or I can just kiss my 5 As and 3 Bs goodbye.

Oh and Brandon if you're reading this, I hope everything will turn out okay for you. Cheer up man, we're all here for you.

"You must learn to take the good with the bad, the happy with the sad, love you've got and remember what you had. Learn to forgive, but never forget, learn from your mistakes but never regret. People change and things go wrong, but you just have to remember that life goes on." Thanks Wailing ily

Gotta' love my friends. :)

Paramore in Singapore

2010-03-09T21:16:00.014+08:00

Hey everybody! It's been a while since I last post. Life's been pretty great. My birthday was awesome in some ways, and not in other ways. But all that matters is that I'm a happy kid now. :) As you all know, I went for the Paramore concert on the 7th of March. It's pretty much the highlight of the year, if not my life, for me. Was super stoked before the concert. Met some awesome people -- Anthony, Tiffany, Christopher, Hanif, Darryl and Caszella. The people in the queue were all pretty friendly! Except for the scene kidz. Man, the stares they gave me everytime I walk pass the queue to get to the leisure park or the restroom. Scarrryyyy. We were all at the first row of the queue which is pretty awesome I guess! At one point, we're at the third row of the standing pen. And I could really see Hayley Williams, LIFESIZED. Seriously, it was amazing. I can't believe I saw her THAT close. Ah I'm getting excited just thinking about it! Deanan got filmed by MTV and we cheered for Paramore also. It was kinda' fail but whatever it was on camera anyway. Here are some pictures:

The next three photos were stolen from Bernice hehehe.

The next few are photos when we're queueing.

Haha, orgasm face time:

THIS IS JUST L - O - L HAHAHAHA

Caszella's Converse. They're awesome I swear.

HAHAHAHA DARRYL'S

Frozen yogurt.... Ahhhh who doesn't love frozen yogurt?
See! She totally has to let her fringe down more often right!!
The awesome people I shared my Paramore experience with!

By this time, I'm covered by sweat, both mine and other disgusting people moshing in the standing pen. I almost fell seriously. Suffocating much? Haha, but it was fun. Paramore performed (in order if I'm not wrong!), Ignorance, Crushcrushcrush, That's What You Get, Lookin' Up, Careful, Let The Flames Begin, Let This Go, The Only Exception, Pressure, For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic, Where The Lines Overlap, Decode, Misery Business and Brick By Boring Brick. Awesome. Hayley totally killed the show. I swear, I could hear the whole stadium sing along to Decode. And I lost my voice throughout the concert because I was screaming the lyrics too much hahah! Oh man did I jump like mad. Headbanged. Oh my God friggin hardcore. But it was fun. Awesome people. Even more awesome concert. Loved it.

I'm totally up for another round if they're coming to Singapore again. I don't mind wasting 100 bucks again. It's worth it!!!

Anyway, just wanted to say Deanna, Qianjing, Genevieve, Charlene, Tiffany, Darryl, Caszella, Anthony, Christopher, Hanif, Vivien, Dillys, Yu Shan and I (did I forgot anyone? :S) waited in the queue before the concert for about 12 hours. Ah I can't believe that.

Skipped school the next day. Couldn't be bothered. I was too tired to wake up. I woke up at 3pm in the end. Haha.

Anyway (I should stop saying this), my common test marks are great. I'm doing pretty well. Kinda' happy!

Alright, I have nothin' else to say. This post is too wordy and picture-ish. Shall end here. Goodnight people~

Neglect

2010-02-20T22:46:00.007+08:00

Hi everyone! Sorry for not blogging. I've been too lazy these days. And I'm kinda' bored of life. I need interesting things to happen seriously. Life's sucha' bore nowadays. Anyway, a little update:

On the 6th of Feb, went to surprise Xiaoshi for her 15th birthday at Marina Barrage. A picture speaks a thousand words, so here's a few:

(Oops I forgot to post the picture of the cake!)

Well sometimes we can get a tad bit unglamorous but hey, who hasn't made a stupid face in front of a camera before right! By the way, Brenda is the only one who DIDN'T get cake-smashed. Smart girl, ran away before we started. Thank God I'm a tracker if not I won't be able to run away from most of the cake smashes.

After that I rushed to Bugis MRT to meet up with Genevieve.Lol, I was still with Sharmane, Nicole, Brenda, Xiaoshi, Carolyn, Xiaoqian and Skye. and we almost took the train to Joo Koon instead of Pasir Ris. Thank God Sharm noticed. We were waiting for the wrong train and the train was coming in a minute! If not, we would have boarded the wrong train. Qianjing, Deanna, Charlene, Cindy and Rachel were also there. Sorry you guys couldn't come though! So, Genevieve, Rachel and I made our way to Jason's condo to surprise him for his 17th birthday. Two surprises in a day! Success~
Didn't take any pictures at Jason's because nobody brought a camera! Wasted. Went home after that and it was near midnight when I got home.

Anyway, yesterday (if I'm not wrong omg STM) a primary school mate of mine posted this on Facebook. Can you spot me? :) I'm amazed at how stupid I looked last time! Hahaha, I think I was overweight? Or should I say slightly. Haha, I remembered I ate until I vomit before.

Okay, I shall end this post here. I have my Common Tests next week! I have yet to attempt to revise all my subjects. I'm not struggling in class, weirdly. But I'm sure struggling to focus during tests and score. Sigh, wake up Fitri wake up!

Goodnight.

p/s Paramore in 15 days! Excited!!!!

When it all falls apart

2010-01-31T16:44:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone. I should be doing my homework right now but I've decided to take a 10 minute break because my brain is too tired after all that Math. Only four weeks of school and I'm already feeling the pressure of upper secondary life. Okay maybe I'm exaggerating but seriously, I think I failed both my first E and A Math test. I feel so stupid right now and I need to be focused on studying. And Track and Field. The SPH relays are coming in a month and Nationals are coming in two. I have that little of time to train oh my God.

But SPH relays are on the day I'm going for Paramore's concert. But I already paid for the concert so it's a must to go. I really hope if I'm running the event will be in the morning so I'll have time to get to the concert!

Oh well, I'll just be optimistic and hope for the best for now. Will continue doing my homework now.

KOREF 2010

2010-01-24T11:38:00.003+08:00

Hey, this week has been great. Thank God for everything. I got a new gadget. ;)

Meet my new bold.

Then, on Tuesday, coach gave this speech. It totally kind of inspired me a litte. Haha, I sound retarded but yeah. I think I'll be more disciplined when it comes to training. I really have to at least run 12 flat la for 100m. I have to start eating healthy and start sleeping early. Can be achieved.

THIS PIC IS AUTHENTIC WE WEREN'T POSING 100% ASLEEP HAHAH KAIYING NICOLE WEIJIE
I shall not do this again because I know how it feels like now

At the summit of Gunung Lambak!!

The tents

Bamboo Rafting! Sahil too heavy we always fall lol :(
Back view I wasn't that dirty but this was after the mud fight!!

Wednesday was the start of camp at KOREF in Malaysia. The camp was really really fun. The best one I've been to, although I've not been to many. But yeah, it still counts. Although the weather was a bitch, and it rained all the three days, I still enjoyed it and I really think 3R4 has bonded even more. In fact, we were the most enthusiastic class. Doing cheers was so fun.

Anyway, on the first day, we had a long bus ride, even though I have no idea how long it was. I slept on the bus. Lol, and everyone saw me with my mouth opened and my eyes closed. Embarrassing much? Haha, but nevermind. We pitched our tents and had lunch if I'm not wrong. The food there weren't so bad! Have no idea why the seniors hated the food there so much. I thought it was okay. Not the best la, but still edible.

After we did all that we went for bamboo rafting. I totally failed la haha. My partner was Sahil. And he's like 10-20 kg heavier than me. So it's like I'll be lifted and if he steps on the right, I'll fall to the right. So it was damn hard. But maybe it wasn't weight issue, maybe I was the one who couldn't balance. But I don't know, since he was the only one I went with!

Then we went for the water obstacles. The first try I fell two or three times. The second try I didn't fall at all. It was fun! Seriously.

Then we were told to wash up and shower. But Wei Xian and I didn't have time because we were queueing too long for this idiot to bathe. He took like 20 mins wth right? So we had our dinner first then came back for our shower. By the time we finished showering, it's already around 11.

Oh, did I mention the night snack was banana cakes. AND THOSE WERE GOOD. LIKE REALLY GOOD. I didn't know you can take more than one so I only took one. Damn it. I totally regret. I really liked the cake!

But anyway, I was the first to sleep in my tent which includes Wei Xian, Jun Wen, Hazim, Sahil and Edwin. And I snored. Shit. Lol. But it was really easy to sleep! I have no idea why! When it comes to tents, I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO SLEEP UNTIL LIKE 3AM. Lol the truth.

We woke up the next day at around 5 am. Then we brushed our teeth and washed our faces. And changed. And had our breakfast. Now, after breakfast was the best.

We went to the padi fields to get our legs and hands wet. We had get rid of the weeds. So we did. One thing led to another and suddenly, a mud fight began. DAMN FUN LA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. We were like covered with mud la. The instructor threw mud at me and it hit my nose. It was as if like I pt face paint on my face hahaha.

Then after that we were moaning on purpose because we were walking on rocks because our feet were dirty. But it really hurt seriously. Then we planted banana trees which was fun.

After which we had this walk where we went to this 84 year old guy's house. We talked to him and all it was nice. Then, we headed back to change and have our lunch.

We boarded the bus and got to Gunung Lambak which is a mountain. 500m tall if I'm not wrong? And I reached the summit and the view was great. Lol, I remembered telling someone who said I just want to reach the summit and get it over with that it's the climb. HAHAH. But when we wanted to go down, it started to rain... It was kinda scary because you can just slip and fall or huge rocks will roll down and hit you and you'll just roll down with it. So yeah. It's dangerous. We had to use the ropes and trees around us to support ourselves.

We reached in the end, with my white track pants turned brown. Sucks. And my school shoes turned even more brown. Sigh.

Oh we saw monkeys having sex lol. Damn funny.

Then we got back and we had our dinner. Then it was campfire! Really really cool. I was high. But only for like the first half. The second half I was slowly falling asleep because I was too tired.

We were sent off to our tents and I went to bathe. It was near 12am by the time I finished bathing so yeah. Again, I was the first to fall asleep. And this time, I really snored. But I didn't wake up the whole night. I was really really tired.

We woke up at 5 am again. I was damn tired my eyes were as heavy as the bags I brought to the camp. We had breakfast and did some cleaning up. We also played charades and broken telephone. I still remember the line "The dragonfruit is one of the favourite desserts. It originates from Argentina. It is also part of the cactus family. The Malay water apple, also known as the Jambu Air, has fragrant leaves". Lol. We had to clean up the girls' toilet. WHICH HAD BLOODY SANITARY PADS EVERYWHERE. Gross man, gross. After that we played little games where sit in circles. The whole class were really having fun. Then we had our lunch and we got on our bus to go back to Singapore.

I was a little sad because I'm gona miss cheering. I mean cmon, cheering or study? PICK ONE. But I was a bit happy because I can finally get back home and bathe whenever I want and sleep on my comfy bed with air conditioning. Overall, my class really bonded these past three days. We really had fun, I'm sure. This is something I know I won't forget. Thanks to all the SLs (Wei Jia and Germaine) and the facilitators (adee [oops idk how to spell], jessica and choong yee).

Alright, this post is really wordy and long. ~~I'll post the pics when I get them from~~ Priscilla (which btw, is a really good class chairperson). Have a good day everyone! :)

It doesn't really matter who you say you are

2010-01-16T10:43:00.006+08:00

Hello. Been a week since I've touched this place. I kinda lost my drive to blog. I mean, the only thing that happens now is school. And I doubt it's something anyone wants to know about.

This week, I visited Tatjna in the hospital with Nicole Wailing Brenda Jezrika Stephanie Cassandra and Mae. That was on Thursday. Tatjna looked pale and weak. I hope she'll be back to normal soon!

I've been going for track and field trainings now. I feel really slow. I don't feel like I'm running my 100% when I am. It's just this weird feeling. Maybe it's because I'm not wearing spikes? I don't know, it just bugs me. I have to run faster. Have to. I will. Coach's lecture before we all were dismissed was kinda' inspirational. I shall start eating healthy and cut down on the junk. And put in my best effort during trainings. No more slacking.

But some little fucker named Rohit had to be bitch and spoil my mood. Call me gay for all I care, you'e the queer one. Staring at me in school? Little bitch, you're still wearing short pants so piss off. "Monday u watch out. if i dont touch u ur lcuky" Made.Me.Laugh.Only. Haha, get a life loser.

Okay I shall go have my breakfast now. Wednesday's camp in Malaysia. Can't say I'm not excited. ;)

Edit:
I took down the pictures. Stop judging Xiaoshi. She didn't make a porno or flashed or anything. Get a life dickheads, stop judging anyone. Losers.

D.I.N.O.S.A.YOU ARE A DINOSAUR

2010-01-08T21:22:00.002+08:00

Hey haven't been bloggin in a while. Just thought I should I remove the dust of this place.

Last Saturday was flea with nico wai hew jez tat steph cass. Sunday was study date whch totally failed la thanks to Deanna. Now Joanna and I are getting free Ben & Jerry's from Deanna yay.

MONDAY IS BACK TO SCHOOL. Oh my God. I think I'm jinxed. First day of school got caught for "dying" my hair. They don't believe it's natural. I was going to be sent home until Mr Hazmi called my dad and my dad said it's natural. So now, I owe Mr Hazmi a letter from my mom stating that my hair colour right now is my natural colour. Yay ;)

Anyway, school. WOW. SCHOOL. My class is not bad you know! I don't know like half of them yet. I only know like most from R5, and all from R1-4. From 2R6 and above only some. But not majority. I kinda like my class. AND THE TEACHERS ALSO. The teachers are all so darn nice. But some lessons are really boring...

Tuesday was make passport day. I FINALLY TOOK A DECENT PASSPORT PICTURE MAN YES AHHHHHHHH

Yesterday was CCA display day for the Sec 1s. Omg I remembered this day when I tried out for Track and Field and my leg got injured lol. But I still won Linus ha ha ha I couldn't believe actually because Linus is from my primary school and I'm like a fat slow kid last time.

But anyway, the sec 1s some are obedient. SOME ARE REALLY ANNOYING. I can see why they treat lower sec and upper sec students differently la. THEY ARE SERIOUSLY OMG SO IMMATURE SOMETIMES. Cute is one thing, ANNOYING IS ANOTHER.

Today was track day. I finall went for track lol afte a long month. I FEEL HEALTHY NOW... Even though when I reached home at 7, I kept eating til 8.30.... BUT WHATEVER. I really missed the feelin of accomplishment after I finished every single work out my coach gave me. And I felt the feeling today whoo~

Oh and my new classmates (that I know of): Nicole Wei Xian Jun Wen Edwin Hazim Syahirah Syahirah (got two lol) Kaiying Carina Hui Yi Zhi Hong Alicia Haza Kelly.

Woah I realised I've never talked to any of the guys except of the ones I know. Same for the girls. Nvm, next week I shall be super friendly

2009

2010-01-01T16:23:00.008+08:00

Hi all. 2009 is history. Say hello to 2010. Sigh, how did that 12 months pass by so quickly? Quick recap (sorry for the big gap between pics i searched through facebook and some are not on FB and are on my desktop which I'm not using):

Hahahahahah
Brenda. Didn't think we could be as close as we are now!

Nicole. What can I say?
Wailing. Didn't know we will still see each other after pri sch!
Tatjna. Tap tap cheater.

Aaron being crazy like always

Jezrika. Lol knight lancelot

Stephanie. Crazy loud girl. How ironic?
Cheryl hahaha. Crazy like always!
Class guyz. Crazy horny perverted. Sigh class would be so boring w/o the horny talks.
Weixian my mom is a bit embarrassing sometimes lol
Betty & Yang Hui. Crazy girls also lol.
Qianjing Gen Cindy Charlene Rachel Alvin. ;)

Rachel "I thought it was 'moving dog shit' leh"
THANKS DEE!
Act sia omg QIANJING'S FACE
Deanna. Lol weird how we became fast friends. My chat logs and my inbox is filled A LOT by you.
RAINBOW. Deanna can I keep him for one day?
SHALL NOT SAY FOR THIS PIC LOL

The last pic was from today/yesterday. It was he first few hours of 1st Jan at Steph's. I stayed over with Wai Nico and Brenda. Hahahah, SHOOT SHAG MARRY. Truth or Truth (Nicole... winkwink).

Anyway, I just wanna thank my friends for giving me a year that I'll probably will not have if it weren't for them. Thanks:

Kaiying (eh why we don't have proper pic sia), Asraf, Janice, Teo Yan, Xiaoshi (thanks alot alright! :), Krista, Nicole, Brenda, Wailing, Jezrika, Tatjna, Stephanie, Claudia, Cassandra, Bernice, Cheryl Faith Ho, Rasyidah, Liyana, Lena, Syahirah, Nasir, Haadi, Wei Xian, Jun Wen, Aaron, Zong Zhan, Thaha, Yang Hui, Betty, Deanna, Qianjing, Genevieve, Charlene, Cindy...

I may have forget some so sorry! Thanks guys for the hang outs, comforts, surprises for everything alright. 2009 without you guys will be so boring. Will not forget you guys. Never.

Dee Q Gen & Charlene REMEMBER PARAMORE MARCH 7TH!!

Nico Wai Brenda lunch lunch lunch

Asraf Teo Yan Kaiying Janice Cheryl Rasyidah srekcart elur. tub uoy syug era llits wols. lol.

I guess that's all. Have a great year ahead everyone!!

Oh quick New Years' resolution: STOP PROCRASTINATING.

Suicide Mouse

2009-12-28T23:27:00.003+08:00

Hey I need you guys to watch this. But please do not watch it alone if you're the type that gets freaked out at the littlest things. Before that, read this:

So do any of you remember those Mickey Mouse cartoons from the 1930s? The ones that were just put out on DVDa few years ago? Well, I hear there is one that was unreleased to even the most avid classic disney fans. According to sources, it's nothing special. It's just a continuous loop (like flinstones) of mickey walking past 6 buildings that goes on for two or three minutes before fading out. Unlike the cutesy tunes put in though, the song on this cartoon was not a song at all, just a constant banging on a piano as if the keys for a minute and a half before going to white noise for the remainder of the film. It wasn't the jolly old Mickey we've come to love either, Mickey wasn't dancing, not even smiling, just kind of walking as if you or I were walking, with a normal facial expression, but for some reason his head tilted side to side as he kept this dismal look. Up until a year or two ago, everyone believed that after it cut to black and that was it. When Leonard Maltin was reviewing the cartoon to be put in the complete series, he decided it was too junk to be on the DVD, but wanted to have a digital copy due to the fact that it was a creation of Walt. When he had a digitized version up on his computer to look at the file, he noticed something. The cartoon was actually 9 minutes and 4 seconds long. This is what my source emailed to me, in full (he is a personal assistant of one of the higher executives at Disney, and acquaintance of Mr. Maltin himself)

_________"After it cut to black, it stayed like that until the 6th minute, before going back into Mickey walking. The sound was different this time. It was a murmur. It wasn't a language, but more like a gurgled cry. As the noise got more indistinguishable and loud over the next minute, the picture began to get weird. The sidewalk started to go in directions that seemed impossible based on the physics of Mickeys walking. And the dismal face of the mouse was slowly curling into a smirk. On the 7th minute, the murmur turned into a bloodcurdling scream (the kind of scream painful to hear) and the picture was getting more obscure. Colors were happening that shouldn't have been possible at the time. Mickey face began to fall apart. his eyes rolled on the bottom of his chin like two marbles in a fishbowl, and his curled smile was pointing upward on the left side of his face. The buildings became rubble floating in midair and the sidewalk was still impossibly navigating in warped directions, a few seeming inconcievable with what we, as humans, know about direction. Mr. Maltin got disturbed and left the room, sending an employee to finish the video and take notes of everything happening up until the last second, and afterward immediately store the disc of the cartoon into the vault. This distorted screaming lasted until 8 minutes and a few seconds in, and then it abruptly cuts to the mickey mouse face at the credits of the end of every video with what sounded like a broken music box playing in the backround. This happened for about 30 seconds, and whatever was in that remaining 30 seconds I heaven't been able to get a sliver of information. From a security guard working under me who was making rounds outside of that room, I was told that after the last frame, the employee stumbled out of the room with pale skin saying "Real suffering is not known" 7 times before speedily taking the guards pistol and offing himself on the spot. The thing I could get out of Leonard Maltin was that the last frame was a piece of russian text that roughly said "the sights of hell bring its viewers back in". As far as I know, no one else has seen it, but there have been dozens of attempts at getting the file on rapidshare by employees inside the studios, all of whom have been promptly terminated of their jobs. Whether it got online or not is up for debate, but if rumors serve me right, it's online somewhere under "suicidemouse.avi". If you ever find a copy of the film, I want you to never view it, and to contact me by phone immediately, regardless of the time. When a Disney Death is covered up as well as this, it means this has to be something huge.

Get back at me,

TR"

Thats the description of the video from YouTube. If you all read it properly, you'll see that the YouTube-er made the video. Which means it's not authentic. It's just a remake based on the description that was given through the email. The desription itself made me have goosebumps. It's really freaky. I have no idea how true this is, but a little fun won't hurt. I really couldn't stand the screaming -- I can't stand anything that has to do with torture. I'll start shivering because somehow, I'll imagine myself being treated with the same amount of pain. This "fake" scream already got me imagining things, what about the real one? If it really was true, it must be really something because someone commited suicide. But anyway, here's the video.

I was seriously disturbed. But after we watched that (we = Deanna, Genevieve, Qianjin and Rachel) at like 2 in the morning at Dee's place, we went on Chatroulette which got my mind off this.

More about Alvin's and Deanna's party later. I'm still freaked out about the video. And I've got homework. AND I WANT TO WATCH AVATAR CAN SOMEONE PLEASE WATCH WITH ME?!

Short, for a change

2009-12-24T17:43:00.003+08:00

Hi, guess who cut his hair today? ;) It turned out quite okay but way shorter than usual. I think you'll laugh if you see my hair right now. But my parents are happy about it because for once, I left the salon with acceptable school standards. Haha.

I also colored so it's darker than usual, but not jet black. I don't think it's even black. I guess it's somewhere near my natural color, but only lighter? Hm.

After like 2 hours sitting in the salon, (I don't know why, but the person took a long time to get my hair cut done) I decided to get me a drink. So I went down using the escalator.

Guess what? Some woman with her child like fell. No, they didn't roll down. The child was like laying down on the escalator near the end. Fortunately, nothing got caught. The woman was trying to help her child up but she also fell in the process. I was so worried her long hair will get caught, yknow? Luckily, it didn't. So I walked away. But you know Singaporeans, they are such busybodies. People from the other side literally ran to see what happened. I was listening to my iPod at the time so I'm not sure how loud they screamed, but I could hear them scream. Must have meant that the screams were loud because I usually turn up my volume to 80%.

Oh well, nothing happened really. Just an accident.

PS. This week, two people I know lost their belongings. Wai and her phone + ipod. And my brother with my Guess bag + iPhone + wallet. Stupid how my brother left his bag on the floor where he could not see it while playing LAN. I want to smack his face and kick his tiny balls, seriously. So please becareful not to leave your things unattended! I'm kinda' paranoid right now. But, you can steal my phone if you want, I'm getting a new one soon anyway he he he.

HEN HAO KAN HAHAH

2009-12-20T22:05:00.005+08:00

HI PEOPLE. Today was fun. Kinda productive too! Good combination, don't ya think?

So, I met Kaiying and Janice for a study/assigment session. I only did my Math mindmap and read a few pages of SS before I totally can't concentrate. Haha, typical me.

Apparntly, Kaiying and I were wearing matching shirts HAHA. Wailing & Nico if you're reading this, remember that blue top I bought with you guys at Topman at Bugis after L4D? Not the one with the white collars, the one that looks abit like acid washed. Yeah, Kaiying's shirt was the same, just a different cutting. What a coincidence! Haha. Lucky she brought a grey cardi instead of a black one because I brought my black cardi haha.

While we were leaving, there was this auntie sitting opposite our tables and she spoke in Chinese to Kaiying. In English, "Is he your boyfriend (because of our matching shirts LOL). Very good looking." HAHAHAHAHAH I didn't understand at first and both of them were laughing their ass off.

Okay, then we went rollerblading. I haven't rollerbladed in a while! My rollerblades are way too small for me right now. Oh while we were rollerblading, there's this slope which had railings at the side. The slope has this sharp "C" shape turn at one point. Kaiying asked me to keep "running" using the rollerblades down the slope and I did. The first time I didn't go as fast. The second time, I really went fast. And during the sharp turn, se told me to hold the railings to turn. And I did, but I went too fast and I ended up falling. My knees hurt and my left elbow was bleeding. Sigh, I haven't had a fall in a really long time! Oh well.

Then, we went back to her place and guess what we did... We had this Lego "competition". Who can build the nicest house. HAHAHAHA sounds lame and immature but it was actually lots of fun. Oh well, what can you do? We have deprived childhoods. Lol.

Alright, I just reached home and I'm tired. Goodnight. ;)

EDIT: I JUST FOUND THIS. (Click for larger view)

KAYA SCODELARIO & EMMA WATSON ARE FRIENDS. That's damn cool. Both of them are :) :) :). In case you don't know, Kaya Scodelario plays Effy in Skins. Skins is a British teen drama that I think is fucking nice. Must watch! Their accents are really sexy ;)

You don't deserve a point of view if the only thing you see is you

2009-12-19T16:37:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone. Just now I got lectured by my mom. Well she told me not to post anything about family matters but ah well, FUCK IT. :) I want to point out something.

If you're the bitch(es) or if you're the fag(s) who look at my blog and judge me, kindly fuck off. Okay, you can judge me. Do what you want for all I care. But if you're as low and as pathetic as gossiping about a 14 year old boy hanging out with a bunch of friends who are apparently girls when you can be old enough to be my mom, I suggest you get a life. Really? I mean, DON'T YOU HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO?! Cmon, you must have a child of your own. Go take care of him/her. He/she could be fucking anybody for all you know. STOP BEING A WANKER, AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS. God gave you a life not to talk about boys more than two times younger than you. God also didn't give you a life to tell their mom about your opinion and how the mother should teach their child to be better. You're not any good yourself as far as I'm concerned. You're probably gona' tell my mom about this post too. So yeah, have fun kay. At the end of the day, I'll get a laugh at how pathetic you jokers are.

One more thing,

FUCK OFF

Have a good day.

Just living proof that the camera's lying

2009-12-19T13:40:00.003+08:00

This week has been a no life week. I didn't really leave my house much. And I'm really bored.

And Brenda just text me from HK that she got a fucking Canon 7D. Jealous much. I'll be her new bestfriend now :)

School starts in two weeks, bummer. Gotta start doing the stupid assignments. I just remembered that I have to do a few book reports for my higher malay class. Great :)

PARAMORE YES OMG YES

2009-12-17T09:22:00.003+08:00

Guess who is going for PARAMORE - Sun, 07 Mar 2010 08:00 PM, Singapore Indoor Stadium Premier Standing Pen GA Seat(s):GA Standing Pen?

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH ;)

Time's ticking

2009-12-16T14:05:00.002+08:00

We have two weeks of holidays left. Shit. How did the two months we were given passed so fast?! I remembered the first Saturday of the holidays was the Halloween party at Steph's. Then some random insignificant events happened, and now it's the 16th of December.

Things I have to get/do before school starts:
-earphones
-school pants
-write my name on books
-dye my hair
-haircut
-DO MY HOMEWORK

Now my mom is scolding me because I won't do her a favour which I seriously don't know how to do?? WTH stupid seriously???

Tonsillitis

2009-12-13T14:53:00.005+08:00

Hi everyone. Currently I'm sick and I have tonsillitis according to the doctor. My tonsil is bigger than normal because of an infection or something. And I everytime I eat something, I'll just throw it up so it's not good. Yesterday, I only ate like 5 or 6 small pieces of watermelon and the rest of my diet is juice and just plain water. I was seriously damn week. I'll be on medication for about a week. Yesterday was hell but I'm feeling much, much better now. I just ate my vomit medicine an hour ago so I'll be having my lunch in a few minutes.

Anyway, Friday was to the airport to do homework with Cheryl Yingting and Fayth. After which we had Popeyes for dinner then to the viewing hall to act like models lol with YT's DSLR. Picsss:

LOL really had a great time.

Here are pics from Sentosa~:

K that's all! My stomach feels damn upset now. :{ Hope I'll be back to normal by tomorrow!

Mr Chong + New Moon + Trackers + Sentosa = :}

2009-12-10T23:46:00.002+08:00

HI Been very busy lately. Been going out like everyday since Sunday and been reaching home everyday after 9. Which means I still haven't accomplish my goal of sleeping before 11 because I wanna use the computer. Heh.

Anyway, Tuesday was for class ~outing~. A badminton court was booked at Tampines Sports Hall for us so we played badminton. OmG sia, Mr Chong and Wei Xian damn good la please. Fitri got pwn3d. Ttm. :( We went to bowl after that and I finally go a >130 score after how many years. Happy. But Shaun got a friggin' 160. What a bitch :{ Then we played bball omg I had a damn sport-ish day. At least that'll cover up me not training. Yay

Wednesday was New Moon with Asraf Janice Kaiying and Teo Yan. Wah Teo Yan damn funny! I think he likes guys lor seriously HAHAHA. QUOTES OF THE DAY "Why New Moon not New Sun?" "WAH HE SO HOT SIA (HE = JACOB BLACK / TAYLOR LAUTNER)" By Teo Yan. (Y) Then we decided to L4D2 but the LAN we went to CLOSED DOWN. Waste time only~ So we ~lepak-ed~ at Macs lol. I ate shaker fries like three times that day. Crudddd. But when I got home, Teo Yan told me about Craig Horner, whose body is ALSO ~hot~ LOL damn effing homo. Not that I mind homosexuality but IT'S DAMN FUNNY!!! And he ask me join the "dear lord, may taylor lautner never find his shirt ever again amen" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA ENUFF SAID. Okay no offence TY. But TY' straight la... I think. HM

TODAY was Sentosa with Trackers. I haven't seen Cheryl Ho __ __ (sorry Idk her chinese name but I do know it's only four alphabets. ITHINK) in a longggggggggggggggggggggggggggg time. Played Volleyball which is a blast. Seriously. And I think my feet got tanner because I didn't put sunscreen on it lol. But the part when we played volleyball with a net with some group of guys we dont know was damn embarrassing. Not that they were any good. BUT I TOTALLY STONED LA. Humiliating ttm. But I can serve HE HE HEH. Overall it was damn fun seriously. Except for the fact I was damn thirsty. And that my phone spoiled for a while. And that i reached home like at 11 which is the time I was planning to sleep at today.

Okay all these came with pictures but I don't have them right now. Oh and Kaiyig digicam takes nice pictures you know! It's like the colours are so nice! Okay. I'll have pictures posted tomorrow. So tomorrow will be a pcture megapost day.

PS. I spent like ALOT this week like overshot my allowance by 200% already! DIE OMG SERIOUSLY DIE. :( brokeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Let's have the time of our lives, like there's no one else around

2009-12-07T20:46:00.002+08:00

Can someone tell me why is the POA book so friggin' thick?! K next year I need need need need to have a locker. Anybody wanna share with me? :}

Anyway, today was a stone at home do nothing day. :{ I woke up at like 2.30 or something I'm sucha' pig. Oh and my cough seems to be gone... Hah, finally.

I still haven't buy my long pants yet sigh who wanna go school with me to buy I'm damn lazy. My father went to get my books without me today wtheck.

Sigh hope tomorrow's gona' be fun. Badminton with my class guys tmr then off for lunch and track and dinner with the trackers (I hope). Then wednesday will be New Moon (cmon I don't think it'll be that bad! I mean, ashley greene and kristen stewarts inside!!!) with the trackers again. Hope my dad remembers to transfer my $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

I tried it your way, but I got nothing to show

2009-12-04T15:21:00.007+08:00

Hey this week has been a busy but fun week. Lots of $$$ spent though :( Anyway, Tuesday and Wednesday (1st &2nd Dec) was my class chalet. Had a blast. Pictures:

For the record, we didn't gamble.

This is how you will look like after 6 hours of cycling without sleeping.

Yup. The first day was hxc bbq-ing. Then we smashed cake into Mr Chong's face. His birthday is coming up soon haha. Happy 21st Mr Chong! You're officially legal. After that I went to cycle at 12am with the class guys LOL. We cycled from Pasir Ris -> Changi -> East Coast -> Bedok -> Tampines -> Pasir Ris. 6 hours la lol. Damn tiring and my butt and hands hurt. But it was all around fun. We even passed by Old Changi Hospital. Aaron was like shining his torch to the hospital and asking where are you. What the hell right? Haha.

The next day was LAN again with the class guys. Wasn't that worth it though. Damn stupid because we couldn't play much. The computers didn't allow us to play L4D2 versus. : Oh well. Then back home at around 1 plus. Bathed, laptop and I fell asleep at 2.30pm. Woke up at 10.30pm. Then I ate. Because I realised that since morning, I haven't had anything except for coffee. At 1.30 am I slept again.

Yesterday I woke up at around 12pm. Ate and got ready to meet Bernice, Brenda and Tatjna. IKEA for lunch + Brenda wanted to look for he room stuff -> Cab to DG -> L4D2 (LOL AGAIN) -> Early dinner? -> Met Hosanna for Brenda's bag -> Far East to slack a while -> back home. Reached home at around 9-ish? Idk I can't remember. I was damn tired (not shagged that word is only to be used after sex people. Unless you have sex everyday, don't use it pls it's damn annoying)... Slept a 2am.

I NEED TO START SLEEPING BEFORE 11. Seriously. I'm like damn sick now. My nose is blocked. Gahhhhhhhh. And I skipped training for the whole week today :( I promise I won't skip next week. Promise Promise Promise.

PS. I wanna watch New Moon and Case 39. Let's sneak in again L & L! Hehehee

EDIT: Oh I forgot to mention that after we cycled for 6 hours, we went back to the chalet and washed up. I went to shower first. I carried my clothes, towel, underwear and shampoo inside lah. So everything was in my hand. Then I wanted to pee. So I went to look in the toilet bowl to see that someone pee-ed and didn't flush. While looking, my underwear fell by itself... IN THE TOILET BOWL. I damn not happy why never flush la. Disgusting sia. I left the underwear next to the sink in the chalet and didn't bring it home LOL (Y)

Spare tyre

2009-11-30T22:20:00.004+08:00

Hi all. Today was a great great day...well at least until I found out something a few minutes ago. Thanks for heads up Betty. Some "friends" aren't worthy enough to care about.

Anyway, today I met Nicole Wailing and Brenda finally after a month. Picsssss:

Sigh I need to start being photogenic (if you can turn into a photogenic person that is) because seriously I don't look good at all. Lol.

So, we met at Tampines MRT and went to the library for a while 'cos Nico and Wai wanna return books (so hardworking).

Then we decided to play L4D. I long time never play L4D. Wanted to try L4D2 but we got hooked playing L4D and ran out of time. Besides, all of us wanted to throw up already for some I don't know what reason. But L4D was funnnnnnnnnnnn. I always do alot of damage on Tanks lor nicole wailing and brenda.

Then we ate and Brenda had to leave. So we decided to go window shopping. And I finally bought some new clothes from Topman. And I saw a shop at Bugis St with alot of nice guy clothes. Yay Wai let's ask our parents for money and shop lol.

Then went home. BUS RIDE WAS NICOLE PLAYING SURVIVING HIGH SCHOOL ON MY IPOD TOUCH. LOL. I swear the game is damn fun seriously you should download!! It's only $1.99 USD currently it's on Sale!

Okay wordy post. Tomorrow got chalet. I suddenly don't feel that excited already. Sigh.

Oh well.

PS. "CANNOT EAT SHAKER FRIES, INSIDE GOT GST" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Where the lines overlap

2009-11-29T22:36:00.002+08:00

HI I'M BACK FROM THE HOTEL. It's been eat eat movie eat computer eat Starbucks computer eat eat Starbucks the whole weekend whoa~ Shaker fris ftw.

Anyway:

I'M SO FREAKIN' BORED

I think I need to start on some holiday assignments before 1st January comes because that's usually around the time I start to panic and actually start doing my homework... Yeahp. Procrastinator~

And here's my new year's resolutions (I know it's a little early but I'm excited lol):
- Stop saying vulgarities (I'm already on this actually for quite a while)
- Study at least 2 hours per week by myself (Can one)
- Save $20 per week (this one sure cannot)
- Run at longest 10 mins for 2.4k ( :{ )
- Stop skipping trainings just because I'm lazy (Sigh)
- Be nice and stop making remarks on people (K maybe on some people only...)
- Stop being rude to my parents (LOL :S)

K that's all. Night.

Oh friend you left me speechless

2009-11-26T21:18:00.003+08:00

Hi all. I am so tired right now. Track can kill seriously. I had to crawl on the floor without my knee touching the floor for 5mins. But I doubt it was five la. It was more than that. We had to do 4 laps of crawling damn pain.

And I really need to start eating healthy seriously. Today I was breathing like I had an asthma attack sigh. Even with that said, I went to Macs just now with Asraf Hafiz and Janice and spent 5 bucks on shaker fries dammit. And I asked for extra seasoning okay. Walaoooooooooooo Fitri how are you going to get into the finals next year if you keep eating like this?!

Anyway, tomorrow is Hari Raya Haji I'm going to see my dad kill a live sheep tomorrow. The last time I saw him do that was last year, and I felt damn bad for the sheep. :( But we are only allowed to kill with a sharp knife and a slit on the throat so that we don't suffer the animal. At least that will make up for feeling guilty, right?

I can't wait for the chalet next week ~ ~ ~ :}

By the way did I mention how Lady GaGa rocks????

Kay this is too random. See ya.

PS. I just found out how my blog layout looks horrible in Mozilla Firefox. Damn. But I'm too lazy to code again. :(

Annoyed, really annoyed

2009-11-23T22:51:00.002+08:00

Hi. Some of you may know that I'm gona' change link again (haha yeah again). Sorry lah I like changing links. My next link is gona' be awesome just you wait and see. It has something to do with physics and trees hahaha.

AnywayS (yeah Nicole I used the "S"), I slept for 17 hours on Saturday. You know, after my blog post, I fell asleep on my bed hahah with my laptop on. I think it was 7pm. I woke up the next day at 12pm. I didn't remember sleeping at all! And everyone went out without me lah damn good. I didn't even know.

Today I was offered for a modeling job.

I got hooked to Lady GaGa's new album. Woohooo first on iTunes.

And tomorrow I have to wake up early sigh. Dammit.

Wordy post. Shit. Okay. Night everyone.

PS I'M DAMN ANNOYED I CAN'T DOWNLOAD RIHANNA'S NEW ALBUM

I am really tired.

2009-11-21T18:40:00.002+08:00

Hi I'm back from school + ECP. TIRED TO THE MAX NOW. In case you don't know, I went to camp with Asraf + Teo Yan + Xin Ran at East Coast Park last night. Haha, damn last minute. We decided we wanted to camp at like 7pm and I went out of my house at like 8.10pm. So there were like drunk people everywhere and Teo Yan enjoyed seeing drunk girls kicking their shoes off of their feet. Lol. Did I mention Teo Yan is really really really scared of ghosts? He was like, "Eh we put the tent somewhere near a light la. Put near light leh. Put over there, next to the light" HAHA. Then yesterday Asraf got damn high. For whatever reasons. It was damn hot until 4am when it got really cold I was shivering.

Anyway, then we woke up at 0530 and got ready for the Open House at school. Damn stupid I had to go cut my hair if not I can't stay in school. So I went with Teo Yan. When I came back, they said I still had to go home because my hair was brown. Well you could've told me that before I wasted $10 trimming my hair, right? Stupid.

After school went out with Betty + Yang Hui to Clarke Quay then home which leads to now. I wanna sleep but I can't. I WANT TO FIX MY BODY CLOCK TODAY AND SLEEP AT 10 BECAUSE I KNOW I CAN BECAUSE I'M DAMN TIRED RIGHT NOW.

K my blog is too wordy.

Stop crying your heart out

2009-11-20T15:10:00.002+08:00

Kinda' had a bad day. It's only 3pm but I'm okay with calling it a day because I seriously just needa' sleep and flea from Earth for a while.

So, the day started with me oversleeping. So I was like telling Kaiying how she shouldn't be late, and I woke up at 8pm. We had to meet at 7:15am. Nice. And I told my father yesterday that I had school at 8 and I have to wake up at 6. Guess what he told me this morning? "I did wake you up. I messed up your hair and touched your cheek! I even turned off the A/C." Wow. Thanks alot Dad! You sure helped!

Then, we reached school and did stuff for the open house. Then at 12, we went to get food at KFC. I went for take out because I'm late for Friday prayers and my father was gona' pick me up. So I called him, "I just reached home and I haven't bathe. Go to the mosque yourself." Wow. Thanks alot Dad! So I'm late. I have food which I thought I could have eaten in the car. And you didn't even warn me! Nice.

Then I had to stand up at the mosque for like 15 mins or so. (Y).

Then, it started to rain after we prayed. Oh wait, it started about 5 mins after we prayed. I told my brother and him we should go but no. Must delay right. And it started to rain. I spent half an hour or so in the freakin' mosque waiting for the rain to stop. My father didn't take the umbrella from the car. Nice.

So when the rain subsided, he figured we can make a quick dash across the road. I was wearing skinny freakin jeans which were just washed last night. So now, my jeans are wet. When we crossed the road, I almost tripped in the middle of the road with incoming cars. Wow. But my father and brother thought it'd be nice if they went up the stairs without me and ignore what had happened. Thanks a lot.

Then I went to take the lift up. One lift broke down so I'm left with another one. I waited five minutes for the freakin lift to come to the first floor and when it did, a stupid group of Indian men were throwing out more than a dozen DVD players. 1. Who the hell keeps a dozen DVD players. 2. Can't you be considerate?! There's only one lift. Can't you throw them out when both lifts are working?! Stupid seriously. So I didn't wanna wait anymore as I was damn pissed and I went up using the staircase.

Now, I'm cold. I'm wet. I'm tired. A round of applause for my brother and my father.

Oh and I was so ticked, that I even said Fuck. There goes my IDK how many weeks of no vulgarities. Another round of applause for my brother and my father.

PS. If I sound like a brat or whatever to you, try going through what I did.

Stupid UGH!

2009-11-18T18:31:00.001+08:00

I didn't want to blog today because there isn't any interesting things to blog about but after I've seen this:

I JUST HAD TO BLOG. BLOODY HELL STUPID. Okay I like looking at charts and I'm listening to Leona Lewis' new album and it's great. And I went to check the previews for Justin Bieber's songs and they are so GROSS. This is so dumb. People (freakin' tween naive bloody hell girl) buy his album just because he is a tween (TWEEN ONLY AH NOT EVEN TEEN YET LA) "hearthrob". Disgusting.

Oh and no, I'm not jealous or whatsoever. That, I'm completely not in denial. I'm not jealous of him at all. I JUST WANT LEONA'S ALBUM (which is really good you should go listen) TO BE ABOVE HIS! The same for Kris Allen's and One Republic's because THEY OFFER GOOD MUSIC. Not some 15 (pubeless I presume after hearing his voice) year old boy who looks like a 12 year old trying to be a skater dude singing love songs he didn't even freakin' write! Ugh.

STUPID STUPID STUPID. K I'm going to eat to feed off my anger.

EDIT: Wah you girls and your pretty boy idols tsk. DREAM ON YOU'RE LIVING IN ASIA NO WAY YOU CAN GET HIM HAHAHAHA. Anyway, my point to say that he's above Leona and Kris was that it's stupid how people who are way more talented than him get less recognition than they are suppose to get. TSK THAT'S ALL. But Justin Bieber is still annoying to me. DEAL WITH IT NOT EVERYONE LOVES WHO YOU LOVE. And same for me, not everyone hates who I hate. SO I SHALL STOP RANTING ABOUT HIM. The same how you guys should stop shooting at people who hate him K GOODNIGHT. TRACK TOMORROW SIGH

So what if it hurts me

2009-11-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

Hey! I guess I thought I needed a blog... So here's one! Like always I make the layouts/skins which aren't that incredible but I like them that way. It took me a really long time to finish this one but I finally did. Yay.

Anyway, caught a movie today with Liyana & Lena. We went to AMK Hub first but our attempt to sneak in failed. So we decided to go for ice skating (Hi Deanna). Next to the ice skating place, there's a theater. So we I tried to get tickets for Paranormal Activity and I got them! Hahah, so we ended up watching Paranormal afterall.

The movie was okay. It wasn't really scary actually, it just leaves you paranoid that's all. But I thought the last part of the movie was the most freakiest part. I can't take exorcism. It's just too freaky and real. Real as in, it can really happen to you.

Okay enough ghost talk. It's almost ten. Maybe I won't sleep tonight.

PS. I have a twitter if you would be so nice to follow. ;)